Shot me outta the sky, you're my kryptonite.

2012-01-25T20:24:00.001+08:00

okay so today's workshop was quite fun!! the trainers were really funny. especially andrea. i prefer andrea to freddy lor sobs. i wish andrea could just train us the entire day. althought she's really weird & creepy, she's still super funny omg. we were like laughing throughout the entire session with her omg :') oh and during freddy's session, he said each team had to pick one shy person out. 4e2 picked joel and 4e1, nobody wanted to come out so he picked me wtf :( when i went up, he said we have to say a country's name in 10 secs, the winner would earn 200 points for his/her group. i was like damn scared omg, cause i dnt really know any countries names! in the end i lost cause the whole class was shouting different answers to me and i couldnt really hear them sobs. feel damn bad for losing yknow! cause andrea said the winner at the end of the three days, would paste masking tape on the loser's forehead and write something on it. the losers have to walk arnd the whole day with the masking tape on it omg. oh and during the breaks, they played alot of songs we know, and we were like singing along with it, i like ^_^ they played what makes you beautiful as well heehee. but i didnt have anyone to go high with :( oh and with freddy, we had a competition, one person of each group had to go up and tell jokes!! the one that won will earn 200 points for the team i think! aaron and chu hui went up and omg, there were so many M18 jokes man. super hilarious ;) alright, gotta go bai!

2012-01-25T06:48:00.001+08:00

PIERRE'S SO DAMN FUCKING CUTE PLS OMG. when he said awwww, and when he was saying nian nian you yu in his singing voice!! HAHA, love them omg. really wish i could go bach to 15th jan 2012 :'( i hope their coming back next year ahhhh. and this is their vlog when they were in singapore!!

you should check out their other vlogs too cause they are really damn funny omg. especially pierre!!! in the hong kong vlog, he's like a small kid omgz bai x

2012-01-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

outfit of the day! really casual cause i only went to visit my uncle's house ^_^ we gatecrashed him hahaha. basically we just gambled all the way!! won some $$, it isnt much but at least i still won something right hehe. anyway im in love with that pair of shorts above!! it's green but i doubt you can see it! there's school tmr ohwell. at least there isnt any lessons yay. and all my pimples are popping out alr sobs. must be because of all the chocs i ate during the past two days :( bai x

2012-01-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

gong xi fa cai hahaha, where's my ang pao? :3 okie so yep, that's my outfit of the day which is also the first dress i've worn in a very very very long time haha. love the colour. so anyway, today my family and i just went visiting lor, nothing exciting. didnt gamble at all though :( im gonna go visiting again tmr, hopefully im gonna gamble and win $$! wish me goodluck people~ okie bai hahaha x

2012-01-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

yknow, sometimes... no actually, almost everyday, i wonder whats the point of living? it's like since we're born all we do is go to school to study. and when we're done with studying/school, we have to find a job and work till we're old. whats the point of that? and it's not like life is great or enjoyable. i think it's just really tiring and pointless. really, i wish there was some kinda of poison or whatever that i could drink so that i could die without feeling any pain sigh xx

2012-01-21T10:56:00.000+08:00

whoop, one direction poster in teenage :) you jelly? hehehe. anyway match with yuying yesterday sucked. we lost, and the last point was my service and it went out wtf. cant believe myself man. sigh, i've no idea whats wrong with me. okay anyway i miss simple plan so badly omgggg. if they are gonna come back to singapore, im so gonna go to their concert agn!! cant wait for one direction's concert as well ^_^ and i regret so so so much for not going to avril's and taylor's concert sigh. bai x

2012-01-18T17:42:00.001+08:00

hehehe i was craving for this and just nice, when i came home, i saw it on my table!! my mom can read my mind~ love herrrr :') anyway school's been really tiring and yknow what, me period came on like monday sigh. i really really really hate having periods! they're so troublesome and uncomfortable. well, on the bright side, im not pregnant & i wont have to worry about my period coming during cny or during the adam khoo's workshop! i really hope it'll end by sunday but i doubt it will sigh. why must my period always be more than 1 week & be such a heavy flow? ugh. so jealous of ppl that has a light flow and their period only last 3-5 days wtf. if mine was like that, i totally wouldnt complain and whine!

anyway i havent been studying at all since school has started cause on 1st jan, my sister introduced a new show called 'psych' to me and i've been watching it ever since that day. it has like 6 seasons, 15 episodes each, 45 mins. meh, i left about 14 episode's till im done tho. im gonna really start focusing on my studies when i finish watching this show, i swear!! i feel so guilty for not studying sigh. and i really gotta start reading books as well! i have so many books that i havent read, shall start reading them after this show as well :)

oh and my sis left for new york yesterday! :( gonna miss her so much sigh.

alright bai x

2012-01-16T02:06:00.002+08:00

HAI OKAY, so you guys know that i went for simple plan's concert right?! omg it was awesome i swear. my first ever concert and it's srsly damn awesome omg, im not gonna forget this day ever i hope! so, edward and i met at j8 then went to dhoby ghaut for lunch. after that, we went to fort canning park at arnd 350 to start queuing for the concert even though it starts at 8! and guess what, when we reached there at arnd 4, there was alr a kinda long queue!!

so, we just listened to music to passed time. and at around 6, they allowed us to go in. we stood there till like 645? then the singaporean band that was suppose to be the opening act came in and played a few songs!

that's them! the lead singer is brandon lee i think LOL.

after they left, everyone knew that simple plan was gonna come out next. but then, we waited for like damn long srsly and they havent even come out! everyone was like starting to get agitated hahaha. some people even shouted vulgarities... ok then arnd 830 they came out omgz. was like super excited and started screaming like a mad woman.

ohyea, edward and i were actually arnd the third row (it was free standing tho!) and yknow when simple plan came out, everyone starting pushing and shoving like mad wtf. i almost fell like dk how many times. and everyone was jumping as well which caused my feet to get stepped on dk how many times!! oh and my hair kept getting caught in between two people shoulders and i think that caused me to drop alot of hair :( anyway, sweated like mad as well cause everyone was like damn closed to each other omgz. oh and there were alot of angmohs and they were like giants.....

half of the songs they sung were from get your heart on but the other half was from the previous few albums!! love it :)

okie pictures ~

their drumset!! it's damn cool omg, i want it.....

jeff & sebastien :') stupid hand though...

this was when they were singing loser of the year and pierre is doing a 'L' with his fingers!

guitar... threesome? hahaha :)

pierre pierre pierre!

pierre showing his sexy bum to us :')

the banner!! <3

pierre looks funny/happy here :p

ticket + the bracelet thing that they gave us after tearing out tickets!

i have alot more pictures but they are damn blur.. these are the only decent ones sigh. i took alot of videos as well but the instruments made the sound quality damn disgusting and im damn sad because i spent like more than half of the concert to make sure that the take pictures/videos are not blur/covered by hands. and it's like while i was taking pics and videos i couldnt concentrate on the band singing cause i'm always keeping my eye on the camera instead of the band... and like seeing the band from the camera is so different because from my camera screen, their face are so damned small. while without the camera screen it so huge and perfect... sigh. wish i had brought a better camera so my efforts didnt go to waste :'( and you know it was really tiring cause i had to raise my hand as high as i could to make sure that no hands got in the way... and like, i was raising my arm almost throughout the entire concert. like seriously... i really didnt get to enjoy myself 100% cause half the time i was more concerned about my camera... oh well at least i still had an awesome time :) next time, im either gonna bring a better camera or dnt take any pics/vids anymore. lesson learnt!

astronaut! see what i mean by the really bad sound quality?? all my videos with the instrument playing sound like that. srsly, i feel like my efforts have gone to waste whenever i watch the videos with this kinda sound quality :'(
before you watch the next video you shld know that david said 'im horny' but i didnt manage to capture that on my video! and incase you dont know, wood means a guys .... ahem LOL.

ok if you still dont get it right, it's cause david said 'im horny'. then i think pierre said 'if you're horny you should beat it'. and idk who said 'nice wood dude' meaning nice ahem!! LOL. and he said that cause david is playing a instrument made of wood also!! if you still dnt get it then nvm :p
and you know at the start of the concert, david kept wiggling his bum :') didnt manage to get that, but i manage to get this on video!

haha, look at pierre's dance moves at the end... H I L A R I O U S.
oh and during the concert they suddenly did a remix (izzit... LOL) they sang a song that was like a few songs put tgt, if you get what i mean! there was dynamite, raise yr glass and a few other songs but i forgot!! this is part of it though~

this isnt the full vid of the remix thingy!! haha, it's only part of it :)
alright, thats all i have for now! will post more videos if i manage to upload them or something hahaha. it's 2 and there's school tmr so i better go sleep soon! oh and competition starts tmr, we're gonna play against fairfield :/ i really hope that i wont screw up or anything sigh. great great great great great day, simple plan saved my life ♥ bai x

2012-01-13T01:21:00.001+08:00

I love my mom, she's always there for me when nobody is. <3

2012-01-12T00:00:00.004+08:00

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y B E B Z!!!!

YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE,

I LOVE YOU MWAH. ♥

2012-01-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

hai! so school has been really really tiring and busy sigh. it's like everyday there's alot of homework and tests. dt is stressing me out like mad. i really hope im able to get a distinction for it... oh and vball competition starts on monday and that's like in a few days only omgz. im like so unprepared for it, my skills still sucks balls. and the get your heart on tour is like, this sunday only omg.

i really hope i can stop feeling so stress.... bai x

2012-01-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

school sucks. and the upcoming week is gonna be so much more worst cause there's sat everyday. i really dont know how im gonna cope yknow. i've already broken down so many times and it's only the first week of school. and i keep telling myself to study but end up not studying cause i keep dragging my homework till there isnt time to study. sigh, wake up marilyn.

and i keep taking out my anger on my mom, i feel damn bad. it's like i dont wanna do this to her but once im angry or whatever i cant control myself. fml, i rly need to start controlling my temper. my mom is like so patient with me and she's so helpful as well while im treating her so badly... i also need to stop watching videos cause it's wasting so much of my time.

im already trying to stay away from tumblr & 1d and it's kinda working i guess but i cant seem to stay away from videos argh. all i need is control over myself. bai x

2012-01-08T11:07:00.001+08:00

is there anyway to kill myself without feeling any pain??

2012-01-07T21:09:00.004+08:00

it's only the first week of school and im so damn stressed that im actually crying for nothing lmao. i freaking hate hate hate hate hate hate hate school. i dont wanna go to school anymore....... someone save me please. i just wanna scream damn loudly and just cry non stop yknow but i cant cause im in my room with my maid and the rest of my family are home. what to do?

i cannot handle stress srsly. once im under abit stress, i'll just start breaking down... you dont know cause i only break down once im home....

2012-01-06T21:05:00.001+08:00

THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS.

2012-01-06T13:53:00.001+08:00

no one fucking cares. seriously a loner forever lolz x

2012-01-03T23:58:00.001+08:00

THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS.

i guess this is my ultimate new year's resolution? to be happy and not have so many negative thoughts that will destroy myself. i really really just wanna be happy this year and im gonna try my best to be happy :) wow, tumblr really understands me :')

alright so first day of school today. the day was just filled with boring talks omg. was like dozing off the entire time. after school went home and watched some videos then went for tuition! learnt about magnetism today. i guess i kinda understand it? and you know what, this year our batch has three freaking prelims and mock exam E V E R Y wednesday. like whaaaaaaaaaaat? when i heard that i srsly just felt like crying... it's only the first day of school and im feeling freaking stress already. how to cope for the whole year you tell me? and during week b, every day has sat except weds. but weds has the mock exam. which means, for that entire week we'll be going home late sigh. i rly rly rly hope i can cope...

hope tmr lessons will go okay. mrs lau is my class new d&t teacher sigh. im scared she'll be fierce etc. ohwell see how it goes i guess, bai xx

2012-01-03T00:52:00.001+08:00

hey everyone, short post before I go to bed! soooo, went to klar house with denise today. didn't really do much actually hahaha. just used com and twitcam! there were alot of perverts on twitcam though omg, gross~ school starts in 6 hours sobs. i have to wake up early and i haven't even slept yet, hope i won't feel too tired tmr. there's tuition at five as well, sigh. alright better get some sleep now goodnight :) x

2012-01-01T00:00:00.005+08:00

hi everyone, did you enjoy counting down to 2012 hahaha. i spent it with ma boys <3 and i finally got a new years kiss with my bby, zayn... his lips tasted like poster :') okay anyway i really hope that 2012 would be a much better year than 2011 srsly. idk why but i have a feeling that 2012 is gonna be awesome despite having to study really really hard for o levels! hopefully this feeling is true :) sooooo, here are some of my new year resolutions:

1. meet one direction ♥

2. be a better person

3. study hard and get good grades (sigh, this is gonna be rly tough for me...)

4. save money!! yeah buddieeee.

ahah thats all i can think of right now but i rly hope i can acheive all those! and since that it's the new years this also means......

sigh dreading school srsly... alright hope you guys have a wonderful new year's and hope 2012 would be a great year for you! bai xx

2011-12-31T21:42:00.004+08:00

haiiiii, went to town with my mother today to shop for cny clothes yay. actually thought she wouldnt buy new clothes for me but in the end she did hehe. so, bought a top from pull and bear yay. and bought like 3 items from topshop x.x they were super ex sigh. and why is it everytime i wanna buy from topshop, there isnt any discount but when i dont wanna buy/nothing to but, there is so much discount!! so annoying. and i love this period cause there are sales in every single shop! oh, thank you mummy for spending so much on me hehe ♥ i lub you :3

cant wait to wear the clothes hehe, but i have to wait till cny then i can start wearing it sobs. alright, bye x

2011-12-30T20:12:00.000+08:00

gpoy

2011-12-30T11:45:00.005+08:00

haiiii, so today went to collect hamsters with my bro. but it's not mine, it's his lolz. then went to buy chicken rice for my sis lunch and you know what, i was super awkward omg. at first i went to the duckrice side cause i saw meat and i assumed it was chicken rice... so i asked the guy if he sells chicken rice, then he said nope and pointed to the shop which was just 2 steps away omgz. tell me why im sucha fail?? and he's also taking care of the chicken rice stall, then he asked me what i wanted and i stoned there for like 5 seconds before replying him fml. so he told his friend my order and then they laughed at me :( next i paid him and guess what? i dropped the freaking two dollar note into the bucket of chilli that they had w t f. i dont know what's wrong with me srsly!! why am i such an awkward potato? went to cotton on & rubi as well and i bought a pair of sandals and a top at five dollars each only!! super happy, i hope that it lasts long though yay~ i only love cotton on when they are having a sale ^_^

alright, after that we went home. and while walking up the stairs, a freaking black cobra just suddenly appeared from the side, and it hissed damn loudly. i freaked out and started shouting at my bro hahaha, then we hurry ran down the stairs. it srsly hissed damn loudly and it sounded damn fierce. i swear that i saw it, im not even kidding omgz. luckily it didnt even bite us or anything.... fml my heart was like pumping like some machine?! i was damn scared okay!! it looked exactly like this:

description from the web:

Equatorial Spitting Cobras are a front-fanged, venomous species which should be avoided. Though not aggressive in nature, these snakes can accurately spit a powerful neurotoxic venom into the eyes which can cause temporary blindness. The bite, however, can be fatal.

There are two colour phases: a yellow form commonly found in Thailand, and a black form found in Peninsular Malaysia and Singapore.

This is a common species in older, more wooded residential areas of towns and cities in many parts of Southeast Asia, including Singapore. It preys on rats and frogs, and is active day and night.

yep, the tongue was even out can T_T okay hope it doesnt attack me while im walking to school!! bai x

2011-12-30T01:06:00.001+08:00

exactly my thoughts but i doubt im even able to follow the advice x

2011-12-29T09:12:00.002+08:00

i want want want a flat stomach but im too lazy to work for it... but you know usually when i wake up, when i havent eaten a single thing for the day, my stomach would be quite flat! but after coming back from china, by stomach is bulging 24/7, im not even kidding. even in the morning. like ?!?! idk if it's cause im still bloated or it's permanent sigh. or maybe im really just fat and should just accept the fact.

ok and you know what, i was woken up by my brother's singing wtf. cause my toilet is just next to by bed, and when he has to go out, he would always bathe first. and he always sings when he bathes, and idk for what reason he always wears his clothes outside the toilet, which is beside my bed. so, while wearing his clothes he'll sing super loudly. like hello? im freaking sleeping. and my sibling A L W A Y S leaves the door open after bathing even though i alr told them not to. i hate it because when the door is open after they bathe, there will be all this hot air and all the soap smell, hate it alot. grrrrr, im cranky this morning okay!! and i woke up in the middle of a great dream cause of him -_- bai x

2011-12-28T22:15:00.002+08:00

been awhile since i last ate double cheeseburger nomz. #fatpigforlife hahaha x

2011-12-27T22:35:00.006+08:00

training today, i sucked like mad as usual hahaha. sigh, why am i such a failure in everything? i have no talent in anything srsly. okay so after that rushed home to bathe then had to leave house for tuition alr. so rush!! tuition was okay i guess but the teacher only started the lesson after like 25 mins. such a waste of time omg, waste my mothers money T_T

met my mom after that and we had pontian! yumyum. was super full after that omg. but still ate some lime dessert! mm, after that went to buy some stuff then went back home. and guess what, when i went back home, i ate more things such as.....

coconut jelly milk tea yayyy. my favourite!

and this nacho chips thingy from long john sliver. can someone tell me why am i such a pig? all i do is eat even though im full already lolz. really need to cut down on what i eat sigh. am i fat or fat srsly? im not fishing for compliments but if you saw what i see, you'll think im fat as well, really. okay so, while eating the ljs chips i ended up doing this omg.

on my wreck this journal ;) oh well, the whole point of the book is to be reckless anyway hahaha. and my mom said that it would grow mould... im hoping that it doesnt happen though cause it'll be rly gross hahaha. bai x

2011-12-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

you've no idea how afraid i really am that this would happen... sigh x

2011-12-26T21:34:00.001+08:00

so, today my sis dragged me out of my room to go out haha. went to town and just walked arnd. we actually wanted to find studs & get my sis ear pierced agn but in the end we didnt do any of those lol. shopped abit as well but i didnt get anything cause i dnt wanna spend $$! im super broke right now sobs. i still owe my sis like $38 and my mom $5? hmm, went to starbucks cause my sis was craving for it. played games on my iphone while waiting for time to pass haha. after that, went to buy dinner and went homeee.

yummm haha. but im super full now and i feel like puking :( cause i actually didnt want to finish it as i was alr quite full halfway through but i didnt want to waste food/money so i just forced myself to finish everything ohwell~

im so full and tired right now! probably gonna go bathe then get some sleep soon. there's training and tuition tmr as well! hmm, can anyone tell me why i keep dreaming of killing people... lol!! okie, bai x

2011-12-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

hiii, so woke up at 630 today to fetch my sister. she only came out at 820 tho o.o ate mac breakfast while waiting! yay, hotcakes. but my stomach is still feeling like crap so i couldnt finish it sobs. i hope it gets better soon cause i dnt like feeling full 24/7 sigh.

went for lunch at thomson plaza after that! zz my retarded face, i srsly dk why i cant smile properly?

alright, after lunch we went grocery shopping lol. went home after that and slept for like 4hrs omg. and we were suppose to go out for dinner but in the end we didnt sigh. was actually looking forward to dinner but ohwell~

and teens had a one direction poster and i bought it, but i also asked my sister to get me bop's magazine from newyork cause it's cheaper and guess what? the posters are same size, same picture. so she actually shouldnt have bought bop magazine for me cause it's so ex sigh. how now brown cow, i have two posterssss. feel like i wasted so much money T_T and also, my sis got me :

for my christmas cause i requested it hehe. yay, cant wait to start writing/doing it lol!! once again, merry christmas to everyone and happy birthday jesus!! ♥ bai xx

2011-12-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

done by klarrrr ^_^

merry chrostmas everybody! sigh rly hope the boys can appear under my chrostmas tree tonight ~ but obviously that aint gonna happen right?? so yep, hope that it will be a good chrostmas? but there's chrostmas celebration in church but i dnt rly feel like going ley sigh. what to do? if i dnt go i'll feel bad, if i go i'll feel horrible. sobs. oh, gonna fetch my sis from the airport at 7 :) hehe. alright, merry chrostmas everyone and happy twenteenth birthday once again boobear!! i love you. baiiiii x

hehe ps: my friends are awesomeeee

2011-12-24T23:36:00.003+08:00

hiiiii so today wasnt a very good day. was pms-ing throughout the entire day hahaha. went for zone event today! had to bring a $5 present :) so went to church and we had to be greeters for naomi. just had to say ' hi welcome to zone 5, merry christmas! ' and shake the persons hand when the lift door opens hehe. but after awhile we slacked away hahaha.

okay so when everyone reached already, we started to play one game. everyone had to go to someone and say their name and intro. so mine was 'hi, im marilyn, i like cats.' then the other person will say their name & intro as well. when both parties are done, your name and intro changes to the other person one! so this keeps going on and on haha. after that, we had to find our names & intro back again. and when we were done, we were suppose to report to elisha then he'll sort us into our groups.

after getting sorted into our groups, we chose the leaders then elisha told us where we were suppose to go. so my group first station was ntuc! we were given 20 questions and the answers could be found in ntuc. oh and we only had 8 mins to complete all the questions. so, we splitted into 2 groups so that it would be faster. after that, when the 8 minutes was up, 2 ppl had to volunteer themselves. then we had to act out the answers for them to guess in a certain amount of time. in the end, they only managed to get 11/20 questions correct. and the forfeit was to sing '12 days of christmas' but instead of singing till 12 days, we sung till 9 days only!! and we had to sing it outside ntuc with actions hahaha, quite fun ;) alot of ppl stared tho!!

next station, we had to feed each other! butttttt, the spoons were taped onto bamboo poles omg. it was quite hard and messy but it was alright in the end hahaha. oh, we had to finish 1 bowl of tau huay and 1 plate of chicken rice!! i didnt eat much though cause i scared my stomach cannot take it lol! and halfway through the game we had to go up to a random stranger and say 'merry christmas!' hehe. the guy i said it to was super friendly and he smiled back but i forgot what he said alr :p

next station was just charades!! the topic was movies. my bro and i went tgt and i think i was just standing there stupidly while he was doing all the actions... embarassing!

last station we were blindfolded and the station leaders would give us a theme then we had to arrange ourselves according to it!! we got 'first alphabet of the name' , 'hobbies' & 'height' haha, quite fun ;)

after that, we went back to the church then each of us were given a piece of paper and we had to stick it to our back. after that, ppl would write wishes on it and you're supposed to write wishes on others as well. quite fun and exciting cause you get to see what ppl think of you as well. i like hahaha. lastly, we had the present exchange thing!! but it was random! all the presents were placed in the center of the room then each of them were numbered. then cell by cell, we had to draw lots. and when you see the number you got, you have to go and find yr present haha. i got some heavy thing that was cream for acne and stuff like that? doubt im gonna use it lol.

after that took zone pictures! (it's the one on top! you can enlarge it by clicking on it!!)

went for dinner with cell! had bak kut teh and is was deliciousss yumyum. craving for it again haha. after that went home ;) sucha wordy post haha. baiiiiii xx

2011-12-24T05:48:00.000+08:00

hiiii, im back from china hahaha. it was great!!! but i guess it was a little too cold for my liking. and for the last two days i was having diarrhea and vomitting the whole day sobs. super xin ku. ohwell, hope i get better soon i guess. overall it was okay but im glad im back in singapore!! sigh, this also means that school's starting soon. why must the holidays end so fast?

i'll probably blog about the trip when my mom uploads the photos on facebook or something! here are some pictures from 15th dec!!

while we were filming the video. can you find me hahaha. denise face is blocked tho!

after singing up all night and gotta be you.

i think this was when liam was calling. can you see how excited we were?!

the 12 winners and bt after the interview!

the interview with liam!! whooo.

all the images and interview are taken from bt's blog haha :) oh, did we appear in straits time? o.o

anddddd. HAPPY TWENTEEN BIRTHDAY BOOBEAR!!! I LOVE YOU, HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME ;) <3

bai xx

2011-12-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

hi omg so today went to SPH with denise cause bt (boythunder) said on his blog to bring our posters and ourselves to sph at 2! so, when we arrived, saw quite a few directioners i guess! but, it was as much as expected. actually, if you think about it, its quite little haha. so, after waiting awhile, bt came down and brought us to one place at the building. he told us the instructions and stuff like that. omg it was awesome~ i hope that my face wasnt blocked cause denise and i were like at the back T_T and the ppl infront kept raising their posters as well so idk if can see my face or not :'( hope at least there's a glimpse of my face and that it isnt unglam lol! it will be sent to the uk where they boys will see it yknow omg. and bt said that maybe sony music uk will film them watching our video. i hope they do sigh~

ok then after that, bt suddenly told us that he'll be bringing us to the recording studio to record our singing omg! do you know how awesome that is omg. we were split into two groups and we entered the building haha. bt kept telling us to keep quiet cause of the security and not to disturb the president of 91.3 or something hahaha. kay so yup, the first group got to sing wmyb and one thing while my group got to sing gotta be you and up all night. was a great experience omg i dnt think you can hear my voice tho haha. after that, bt told us when we get down, he'll tell us something BIG again omg. i was like super nervous/excited cause anything happened!

so, we went down and we sat down while waiting for the other group. so, i took out my phone and check twitter and i say bt tweet that he'll be choosing another two ppl here to interview liam! like omg, i saw the tweet i immediately showed denise and like, she just say out loud!! then everyone started screaming hahaha. oh then lynette arrives! then when bt came back we kept asking him to choose us omg. so, to choose the winners, bt split us into two groups. each group sent someone to represent the group. then, the representative would play scissors, paper, stone with each other. the representative that wins, the 2 ppl would be chosen from that group. luckily, our group won omg.

then bt was feeling bad i think so he chose 1 winner from the other group as well. ok then to choose the two winners from our group and the other group, bt seperated my group into two groups again. one winner from each group. then he played a game. we have to guess a number thas between 1 - 1000, as each person guesses, the number will be narrowed down to that number. so, eg. i guess 430 and it's wrong. so the next person has to guess a number thats between 1 - 430. so when it came to my turn i said 459. then bt reaction was like super unsure and he checked the number again and i was wrong. but it was super obvious from his reaction that the number is close by. next was lynette and she guess 458. and she got it correct. i was super dissappointed/jealous/pissed LOL. i was like so freaking close can omg... and i started crying cause it was rly damn close. if you were me, you would cry as well right? another winner was chosen from the second group as well. sigh.

as we were about to leave a g a i n, bt suddenly said ' actually right, 11 is not a nice number right? ' freaked out like mad omggggg. another chance wth?! so this time the task was to text him a phrase and the msg he received the first, that person would win! the phrase was ' one direction to hot30 ' i hurry up type and send and my hand was shaking like mad omg. then bt announced that the winner, the last 3 numbers start with 689. i stunned there for awhile and repeated my number to myself and guess what... I FREAKING WON CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE IT OMG...

i get a freaking chance to interview liam james payne. can you believe it?! it's a freaking once in a life time opportunity you know. sigh, but i feel very bad as well. ok then we went into the building and bt asked us to think of a question to ask liam. i actually wanted to ask ' have you every heard of singapore before this interview ' but another winner said he didnt (i think) so bt ask me to ask ' would you ever come to sg alone? ' so yup, stayed there till bt came back. was on the phone with my mom spazzing to her omg omg omg. i srsly cant believe i got this chance ....

ok after that, bt brought us to the same recording studio. and then we tested the headphones/mic etc! then he said he'll be calling liam alr. so he called liam and we started asking our question and stuff like tht. THEN GUESS WHAT. LIAM SAID HE DROPPED HIS SPOONS AND HE ALSO SAID ALAMAK. then by that time we knew it was fake alr. hahaha. bt called jj to test us etc! scare us only omg. so after that we waiting till 510 for liam to call us. bt talked to us and stuff! he's super funny can omg hahahah. ok i think i love him. #proudthundies LOL.

ok then idk why but there was some problems, liam said he couldnt call through. i think the wrong number was give hahaha. so after awhile, liam called omg. WAS SO EXCITED AHHHH. is like we wanted to scream and stuff but we couldnt cause it would be recorded hahah. When he first spoke ...omg. *faints* i cannot explain this feeling it's too overwhelming. ok then we started interviewing one by one. and he said ' hi marilyn ' CAN YOU FKING BELIEVE IT HAHAH. HE SAID MY NAME HE SAID MY FREAKING NAME!@#$%^&* ARGHHHH. i cant even...... i can just faint omg.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i still cant stop spazzing/fangirling about it. I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE I TALKED TO LIAM JAMES PAYNE WTF.

took photos with bt after that than left with lyn!! hahaha. omg. and bt said we'll be on straits time tmr! hopefully im inside the pic haha. rly hope i dnt look like crap T_T also the recording of our singing will be on his blog, boythunder.com go check it out when he posts okay!!!

i freaking cant believe today happened and im so so so greatful and thankful. thanks boythunder for this amazayn opportunity hahaha. it's freaking one in a lifetime chance yknow. and i think im rly super lucky cause i was like given 4 chances.. the photo challenge, re tweeting bt, the number game and the sms game sigh. thank you so so so so so so so so so much.

and i'll be leaving for china alr, so bye see you on the 23rd xx

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can you spot me & denise in the video that we did? : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKVCWhuSLeM&feature=youtu.be

2011-12-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

hiiiii, so dinner with the vballers today was awesome! went to eat hotpot that's near thomson plaza! kept ordering sausage cause it's just too nice! but, we kept ordering some dishes but they never come ley? dont know why though hahaha. maybe they mixed up our orders or something. had a great time with them! we should do it more often lol!

oh, and we exchanged the gifts before alex left! wenlin got my name and she got me simple plan's latest album yay!! thanks alot wenlin ^_^ <3 anddd, i got crystal's name! bought her a bottle of o.p.i's muppet collection nail polish. and luckily, it was the colour that she wanted! hehe, imma pro for guessing correctly lol. went home after that hahaha. my hair smells like the soup now omg and im getting hungry already.

and right, dont you think that my hair looks like a lion's mane o.o to me it does leh. the part where it curls. sigh, it's super frizzy and curly. why cant i be born with straight hair?! idk if i shld go and rebond it again leh cause i really cant stand how untidy my hair looks!!! how how how any suggestions lol. hope the rest had a great time as well! im flying off tmr alr hehe yay cant wait! i've yet to pack my luggage tho. gonna do it tmr i guess, bye xx

2011-12-14T00:47:00.001+08:00

no one cares xx

2011-12-13T19:41:00.000+08:00

ahah, my bro and i! he just suddenly came into my room and asked me to take pics with him for idk what reason. i think he wanted to try out his iphone 4s camera or something. there's a few more pics but it's on facebook lol.

went to town again with my bro and mom today. shopped for the secret santa! hope that the person would like it cause the gift is quite small and i feel kinda bad. :S am so bored of town already. there's nothing much! singapore gotta grow bigger and have more places to go! we had lunch at swensens and my bro had the all you can eat icecream & dessert buffet there as well. idk why but he ended drooling like six times omg. maybe the food was too delicious or something hahaha. but you know what, there was a baby cockroach at the cutlery box that they gave us. and the manager gave us 10% off yay. ^_^

so so so excited for tmr's dinner with the vballers. but i think nothing is planned yet... like, where we're going for dinner and time! hope someone decides soon i guess haha. super excited for thursday as well omg ~

i love zayn malik, bye x

2011-12-12T20:29:00.000+08:00

ohmygosh, my mom suddenly came into my room and gave me the letter. i cant believe it srsly. i feel like crying for some reason lol. idk if im over-reacting or what but its like... wow. i've never gotten this kind of award before ahah. i cant freaking believe i got this award! okay but idk if it's cash or the money goes into my edusave or what. but i dont care haha. actually you know what.. i dont really feel like i deserve this award. i mean like, my results are still quite bad and like i was actually quite disappointed with it cause i didnt get the results i wanted. mix feelings i guess, but still omg hahaha. alright, bye xx

2011-12-12T19:11:00.000+08:00

soooo, denise came over today to do the english homework! was quite fun cause we laugh loads ahah and we did twitcam as well. :) despite all those, we manage to finish our homework as well hooray. im left with lit and then im d o n e with all the holiday homework omg, cant wait. but lit is so hard sigh. i rly hope i can finish at least the reflection by today.

going to town with my mother tmr cause she has an off day and imma shop for the secret santa as well. after that i have tuition, gotta remember to bring my calculator! im starting to feel excited for the china trip already. hope it's gonna be fun!!

alright, gonna go bathe then play maplestory with my bro cause i promised him and then do lit! pray that i'll finish by tonight. bye xx

2011-12-12T09:59:00.001+08:00

ohyah i just remembered something about yesterday! wesley brought a friend called marco. and while we were playing the games, one of the task was to shuffle. and marco doesnt know how to shuffle so he asked wesley, and wesley tried to shuffle lah, then marco was like 'whats that?! thats just jogging' omg, i laughed like mad cause the way he said it was hiliarious! kay sorry if you dont find this funny but i did :p bye xx

2011-12-11T19:54:00.004+08:00

am so hungry right now!! and seeing that sandwich makes me hungrier. *___* anyway, went to church today!! the only awkward part was when we were waiting for the doors to open cause i had to stand alone in one corner haha. the rest was quite okay cause i was with my cellgroup after that.

hmm, at the end of everything, everyone went into their tribes for camp games. i'm not going for camp so i just went to rachel's tribe which is tribe pao!! the game was 'guess who'. a task will be given and the tribe that does it the best would be able to answer the questions to the game. one of the task was that each tribe has to eat one whole loaf of bread and the tribe that finishes it first gets to answer the question. zomg, this one sucked cause at that time, my mouth was super dry alr and i had to eat the bread so it was really hard for me to swallow it. i left 1/4 of the bread and i was still chewing and like everyone finished already so guess what i did... i hurry up stuff it in my pocket hahahah. cause i was super scared i'll cause the tribe to lose or something and i only remembered to remove it when i reached home lol! after the games, we learnt the camp mass dance ahah. it was to some indian song i think o.o but it was quite easy and fun hehe.

they did alot of their cheers as well but since i didnt attend their tribe meetings, i just tried to go along with it but i think i failed.. anyway at the end, tribe pao won whoohoo. so happy ^_^ kinda regret not going for church camp cause it seems like it'll be quite fun and stuff. everyone was seriously super high today. ohwell, but atleast i'll be going to china instead. today was awesome~ laughed alot omg.

and im like super worried about my lit homework sigh. im scared that i wont be able to finish it in time/wont know what to do/wont do a good job sigh. zhe me ban? bye xx

and even though im not that close to any of my cell members, i'll still feel accepted and feel like i belong somewhere when im around them. it feels great and im greatful for them.

2011-12-10T20:32:00.001+08:00

ziam ;) my heart cant take this!! both of them look super cute holding hands omg.

okay, so went to naomi's house to make christmas cards for the zone. was quite okay afterall haha. at least i can feel like i finally belong somewhere. oh and i wanna thank yaoyi for the talk he had with me ahah, he made me realise alot of things :) cant wait for tmr's service! have the feeling that it's gonna be awesome.

hmm, and im leaving in like 5 days!! i didnt even realise how fast it was haha. but this also means that our holidays will be over soon sigh. i dont wanna go back to school. and i've yet to do my lit. it's seriously super hard. we have to write a reflection on the book we read last year and talk about the themes, characters etc. and we have to somehow turn the reflection the a powerpoint slide with images and stuff. it seems easy but it isnt. and ms hong havent replied my email so i've no idea how im suppose to send her the eng homework sigh. i really hope i can finish all my homework before 15 so that i can enjoy the trip without worrying about not being able to finish the homework in time etc.

and i feel like painting my nails omg. but i shouldnt cause i just did the manicure with klar yst and if i remove it now it's like sucha waste of money ahhah. alright, shall probably go bathe now. bye xx

2011-12-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

hello :) sooo, went out with klar today to find my boots!! (yep it's the one in the image above) managed to find a pair and i love it. hope that it wont spoil so easily cause idk if the quality is good or not lol. feels kinda weird when i wear it but it's probably cause im not use to it yet! cant wait to wear it when i go to china ;) we also did an express manicure for like $3. the colour i chose is kinda sheer so im quite sad but nevermind, at least it's not ten bucks or something! met my parents & bro after that for dinner, super full now!

oh and i gotta go to naomi's house tmr to prepare some xmas stuff for the church. and her house is like all the way at bedok. sigh, i dont really wanna go cause my bro aint going and it's gonna be so awkward for me cause im not close to any of the cell members but, oh well... hope that everything's gonna be okay and that i wont feel so awkward i guess.

meh, been spending alot of money these few days as well. need to do some hardcore saving once school starts! i havent even bought any christmas presents and the amount of $$ in my bank is like so depressing sigh. alright, gonna bathe then probably spaz over 1d till im tired then get some rest cause i need to wake up early tmr. bye xx

2011-12-08T16:03:00.001+08:00

meow! played like shit during training as usual. i really wanna improve but idk how sigh. im always making the same mistakes and stuff. really wish i can improve on my skills. anyway, i just tried to upload my lit again but couldnt. -_- wasted 1hr lol. shall use my dad's com to upload it again. if still cant, im probably gonna mail ms hong or something i guess. gonna start on my english in abit :) left a few more tasks and then im done with all the holiday homework haha. hope i can finish by next weds!!

and, harry's so cute here. ^_^

bye x

2011-12-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

hello, im very pissed off now cause of my literature work haha. i finished everything alr and i was like super satisfied but when i pressed ' publish ' only 4 out of 12 pages was published?! like, wth! and i redo everything like thrice but the same thing happened and i wasted lik 1hr 30mins sigh.

on the bright side, just found out that hmv are selling 1d tees!! hope that they are nice. ;) ohwell, but that also means that im gonna be broke lol. been spending so much $$ these few days. still have so many things on my list that i wanna get.

and guess what? i wanted to go bathe but my bro just went into the toilet lol. everything is pissing me off right now.

2011-12-07T18:42:00.001+08:00

so, i was suppose to complete my lit and eng homework today but it's already 6:38 and im only half done with lit and i havent even started on my english sigh. did'nt expect lit to be so hard! but i guess it's also cause i started quite late as well? sigh.

oh and i actually wanted to go to thomson plaza just now to search for magazines with 1d posters but i went to the petrol kiosk & 7-11 around my house first. i was actually searching for bop magazine cause they said that the january issue would have a jumbo poster of 1d!!! but i went to 2 petrol kiosks and didnt manage to find it. but then when i went to 7-11, i suddenly saw the bop magazine hiding in one corner!! but in the end it was the december issue. :( but the last time i went there, i didnt see it? i think that singapore's lagging cause we live so far away so hopefully, the january bop issue will be out soon and hope i'll be able to find it cause i really really really want that poster!!!!

alright, shall continue with my lit, bye!! xx

2011-12-07T13:12:00.000+08:00

hello ahah, see that picture? do you know who are they? they are one direction! ;) they are the best thing that ever happened to me. i love every single one of them but i love zayn malik the most!

my bby! he's super cute dont you think so?? and hot.... sigh, i wish they'd come to singapore for a concert or at least, a cd signing.

his eyes are like woah.. super nice?! especially his eyelashes, wish i could have them sigh. alright, gonna have some lunch then start on my eng & lit homework. :) bai!! xx