school sucks. and the upcoming week is gonna be so much more worst cause there's sat everyday. i really dont know how im gonna cope yknow. i've already broken down so many times and it's only the first week of school. and i keep telling myself to study but end up not studying cause i keep dragging my homework till there isnt time to study. sigh, wake up marilyn.

and i keep taking out my anger on my mom, i feel damn bad. it's like i dont wanna do this to her but once im angry or whatever i cant control myself. fml, i rly need to start controlling my temper. my mom is like so patient with me and she's so helpful as well while im treating her so badly... i also need to stop watching videos cause it's wasting so much of my time.

im already trying to stay away from tumblr & 1d and it's kinda working i guess but i cant seem to stay away from videos argh. all i need is control over myself. bai x